Have you ever questioned yourself..........or get this alot from people around you
"Why are you doing so much for your idol?"
"Is it even worth it spending all your time and effort and money on your idol?"
"Does your idol even know about it?"
"Does he/she even know you in person?"
"Don't you think it's stupid to do all these for your idol?"
"When are you going to grow up?!"
"Don't be stupid lah."
Blah blah blah.
I'm really sick and tired of being so sick and tired of such dumbfucked questions and comments over these period of time being a so-called fangirl. Ok. As far as I am concerned, now I don't consider myself as a fangirl anymore. Because.....you gotta understand
Fan•girl (n): A girl who is kind of obsessed with a band, footballer, singer, actor/actress etc. Who also enjoys talking about hot guys and reading fanfics about her favorite celebrity.
- There are different stages of a fangirl. They can be chill or completely crazy.
Fan•girling (v): The reaction a fangirl has to any mention or sighting of the object of her “affection”. These reactions include: shortness of breath, fainting, highpitched noises, shaking, fierce head shaking as if in the midst of a seizure, wet panties, endless blog posts, etc.
Because you gotta understand that we changes during different stages in life. I am no exception at all.
Well, to me, such comments are really redundant and arguments are invalid. And if you were to ask me, I really don't think that I have been doing a lot for Tosh yet. I've always felt that I can do much more and so much better for him as his admin.
Then I realized that I have forgotten the fact that nobody is perfect......
Perhaps I should stop giving myself so much stress and such high expectations.
Ahh whatever, gotta go makan now! bye.
With love,
Adeline
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