I’ve to
admit that I’ve been busying with ABTM events and Intoshicated so much that I
actually feel so tired and lethargic due to lack of sleep and food. I could
hardly have the time to eat and sleep because beside managing Intoshicated and
rushing for events, I still have to attend my Korean lessons and studying for
my upcoming exams, which is in less than a weeks’ time. Honestly, I have not
touched on any single chapter yet, and I also have to meet up with my group
mates to come up with a 15 minutes script for my oral exam.
Everyone is like so
busy with their own lives and we could hardly have the time to discuss, meet up
or chill out. I miss
those days whereby we always slack around and chill out with my friends for the
entire day as though we have got nothing to do. I miss those days whereby
everyone is free and available. Tosh is right, Singapore is a bustling city,
and life in Singapore can be so hectic and stressful. I like how he describes
Singaporeans, as ants. Isn’t it true how we are always busying with our own
stuffs, work or school life.. or fan girl life, whatsoever. Life is just tough.
Just like
any other days whereby there is ABTM events, I woke up early to meet Queenie at
Lot1 yesterday. We went to develop photos and got all our materials before we
went up to MacDonalds to prepare letters for Tosh and Weiliang. :D Queenie was
like rushing her DIY scrapbook for Weiliang, while I was sitting there direct
messaging Tosh and staring blankly because I have got nothing to write to Tosh.
I have already wrote him a letter just 2 days ago LOL. What do you expect me to
write now? Sigh. I told Tosh about some issue and told him that I need his help
to secretly get his autograph for Esther because she was so upset that she
could make it for that event. Last Saturday Tosh promised her for an autograph
but ended up didn’t a chance for it. So I hope to do something for her to cheer
her up a little. Yes, and Tosh was
agreeable to it but he wasn’t sure that we would have time to interaction. So,
I believe, high chance that this would fail.
Nevertheless,
we cabbed down to Keppel Bay; S-one Expo event at Marina bay. The place was so
ulu that the cabby uncle was unaware and unsure of it. Argh and we had to pay
more for this mistake and all. I obviously know how Tosh felt when he said that
he also encountered the similar situation yesterday.
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| Queenie rushing her scrapbook for Weiliang |
Ok, the event
was somewhat like a ‘’indoor getai’’ thingy. Upon arrival, we met the admins of
Joshicated, and surprisingly, there were
a couple of fans who actually recognized us and requested to take photo with
us. Hahahaha wow I feel like appreciated and.. pretty much like a star for that
moment. We waited there for hours while listening to Ken chow’s uncle, sisters
and IP man’s gf sing. Chance upon, we talked to Aiz because he reached there
so much earlier which I don’t know for what lol. Queenie told him that we will
create a fanpage “Ice-addict” for him OMG I didn’t even agree to it in the
first place, and I will never agree to it. Handling Intoshicated is
taxing enough and I think it is unfair that we honestly don’t admire or like
him that much to manage a fanpage for him, no?
*Hours of
wait*
Finally I
spotted Noah and the boys walked into the hall. OMG I can’t believe that I was
the first one to spot them! I waved at Tosh when he saw me sitting there. While
Queenie was already running towards them, looking back at me and said: “還不追 ?! 坐在那邊做什麽?!”
Hahaha I was like “哦” But it was too late, they already
went into the backstage. We immediately find ourselves a good spot to stand and
cameras ready. Worst still, we had to standby the markers on hands too oh my
tosh. I ain’t an octopus, hahahaha! Finally.. he walked past me when he was
making his way up to the stage! Ahsjdhjsdhjsdjdh he saw me oh yay! :D Thank
God, thank God. He stood at the left side of the stage, just at where I was
standing. OH MY GOD. STEADY LAH! So up-close, I almost died. I raped my camera
button as usual while they were doing their self-introduction. I only videoed
him doing his solo self-introduction and recruit’s anthem live :D The
performance was awesome and he looked so good just in simple and plain white
tee-shirt. He looked into my camera and it made me forget about the lost of my
video on Sunday.
After the
performance, he walked down the stage and looked for me to fulfill his promise
made to me earlier on. I just don’t understand why he always can’t see me when
I am just right behind or beside him, like seriously?! AM I THAT SHORT?! Ok
yes, I know. He is 22cm taller than me, yes I know but that was really
depressing. ARGH. I really can’t take it anymore, I went up to him directly
while he was talking to Noah. He immediately took my marker and cards to the
nearest empty table to autograph on them. YOU CANNOT IMAGINE HOW THE FUCKING
NEAR I WAS JUST RIGHT THE FUCKING BESIDE HIM I CAN SMELL HIS PERFUME OH MY GOD
FUCK IT IS SO CLOSE AND SO NICE.
Me: “Can
you help me write Esther’s name on it as well?”
Tosh: “Oh
ok.”
Me:
*Showing him another card at the bottom* “Can you write autograph one for me as
well?”
Tosh: “Oh
ok.” (But he ended up misunderstanding my request. He wrote Esther and my name
on the same autograph card and the other card only has got his autograph.)
Ah shucks. :(
What made
me so happy after this autograph thingy was that it has proven that he actually
remembered my name. I didn’t even tell him my name yet he wrote on it just at a
wink of an eye. I was stunned. OH MY GOD. FOR THE FUCKING FIRST TIME MY IDOL
REMEMBERS MY NAME AND RECOGNISE ME AND KNOW ME OH MY GOD CAN I CRY? I
immediately stuffed him my letter before he was being pulled away by other
fans. Then I realized that my marker was in his hands while the cap of the
marker was with me LOLOLOL. I went after him to get back his marker but he just
didn’t realized the marker was in his hands, that he took a couple of photos
with the other fans. I waited behind him hahahaha I want my marker cap back,
Tosh. When he turned back and looked at me, wondering why was I following him,
I pointed at the marker cap in his hands. He was like.. OH! *returns it back to
me* how is he not cute? :D I requested to take photo with him and he agreed. He
stood on my left immediately and leaned his head on mine OH MY FUCKING GOD
forreal. I wasn’t even ready with my camera oh my god oh my god. So we left after saying goodbye to Tosh :D
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| 3rd selca ♡ |
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| Queenie with Weiliang |
-Headed for Korean lesson after that-
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