RIP King King

I was totally shocked by the news that his beloved dog passed away. It's really sad to see him going through the pain of losing his dog once again. I remember about 6 months ago, he went through the pain losing Shih Tzu and now........sigh. I hope he is feeling better now, knowing that King King is now in a beautiful place called heaven and that she will be missed by everyone of us, not just his family members. 

Rest in peace, King king.

Stay Strong, Tosh.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jF1VOAlwUkI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Laojie not the mafia

"Laojie~"

This term has became my nickname or "title" after I got into abtm, half a year ago.
I've never feel so old until everyone started calling me Laojie. They are so used to it that, I guess they can never be able to change it back to calling me "Adeline". Hahaha. Now, not only my girls call me Laojie, even the fans and the boys call me that. YES. Not joking. I can't remember how and when it started but it's like they seemed to be very "interested" with this nickname. I don't know why.

Sometimes, the boys call me "Laojie". Sometimes, they call me 'Doujuns" HAHAHA. Ok, my twitter username, if you're wondering why. When I walked up the stage during fansigns, the boys will start.... "Laojie~" "Eh Laojie~" "Hello Laojie~'' one by one LOL. At the Tampines giant fansign on 28/4/2013, I was totally embarassed. Noah started it, then he turned to Maxi and said: "Eh, call Laojie leh!" Then Maxi smiled at me and called me. LOL. Luckily Joshua not there cuz' he is also one of them who always sabotage and kajiao me. When Director Jack talking about Jteam looking for girls to form a girlband, and...a female Tosh called Posh LOL they all shouted "Laojie laojie~" Omfg I was so shocked and embarassed. The emcee even stopped the interview just to see my face omfg.

(There are actually many stories and commotions about this whole laojie thingy so it's gonna be very lengthy if I were to share all of them)

Well, at every certain of point life, and every different group of friends you are with, you will naturally be given a nickname. A nickname whereby your friends feel comfortable with. So yup. Ok whatever, I don't even know why on earth I am talking about this, (it's so fucking random) :/

P.S: Check this out guys! Our latest vlog + bts on our song cover! :)
Coming soon!  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=md1dvyUrAw8

Fangirl or not, that's a question

Have you ever questioned yourself..........or get this alot from people around you

"Why are you doing so much for your idol?"
"Is it even worth it spending all your time and effort and money on your idol?"
"Does your idol even know about it?"
"Does he/she even know you in person?"
"Don't you think it's stupid to do all these for your idol?"
"When are you going to grow up?!"
"Don't be stupid lah."

Blah blah blah.
I'm really sick and tired of being so sick and tired of such dumbfucked questions and comments over these period of time being a so-called fangirl. Ok. As far as I am concerned, now I don't consider myself as a fangirl anymore. Because.....you gotta understand

Fan•girl (n): A girl who is kind of obsessed with a band, footballer, singer, actor/actress etc. Who also enjoys talking about hot guys and reading fanfics about her favorite celebrity. 
- There are different stages of a fangirl. They can be chill or completely crazy. 
Fan•girling (v): The reaction a fangirl has to any mention or sighting of the object of her “affection”. These reactions include: shortness of breath, fainting, highpitched noises, shaking, fierce head shaking as if in the midst of a seizure, wet panties, endless blog posts, etc.

Because you gotta understand that we changes during different stages in life. I am no exception at all.
Well, to me, such comments are really redundant and arguments are invalid. And if you were to ask me, I really don't think that I have been doing a lot for Tosh yet. I've always felt that I can do much more and so much better for him as his admin.

Then I realized that I have forgotten the fact that nobody is perfect......
Perhaps I should stop giving myself so much stress and such high expectations.


Ahh whatever, gotta go makan now! bye.

With love,
Adeline

Neglect

Shucks.

I haven't been writing for such a long time. I have already lost track of the events that happened during this period of time. So, I'm not updating those shit.

I have been so busy with my new job and intoshicated that I have been neglecting my friends; I am saying those really good friends; those that we used to meet up very often. I'm really apologetic.

I feel that there's a need for me to apologize to my dear friend, Queenie once again for not being able to attend her birthday celebration earlier back on 30th April. Yes, I kinda chose Tosh event over her birthday celebration. I know, there're people who are unhappy about it but honestly, stand in my shoes and think about it just a little.

I hate explaining myself over and over again. I hate being questioned for my own decisions. I hate when people expect me to do things the way they want me to, and expect me to live the life they want me to.

Eventually, I gave up. Now, I give no fucks to how people think and say about me because life is tough enough, why should I make it worse?

For the last time, I am gonna say this..

Shut the fuck up if you don't know anything. Shut the fuck up if you don't know how much struggle and thoughts before I came to this decision.

And...

Don't fucking tell me "If it was me, I will definitely choose my friend over idol blah blah blah." You already said, IF IT WAS YOU. Look, that's you. Not me. I just don't like this shit; the way y'all talk to me.

Ok nuff said.

Hopefully after I finish my secret mission project for my dearest limpeh, I will be able to meet up with my girls and let's ketchupppppppppppppp :')

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Ah boys to men in comic

Ah boys to men part 1 comic book! :) It's out in Popular bookstores for $9.10 each!

Surprise for the boys

I had a great week over at Taiwan during the first week of Jan 2013 from 3 Jan - 8 Jan :)

Without even a proper rest, I met up with Queenie and Kexin to give the boys a surprise the following day at Chinatown. They had some CNY MV filming and we happened to have some inside news. The boys were shocked when they saw us there as they didn't expect any fans to know about it.

Tosh: "Eh? Why are y'all here?! Y'all purposely come down or passed by? How y'all know we are here?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

We hanged around the mall while they were filming. Bought food and snacks for the individual boys, as usual. But the moment we finished buying, we lost track of the boys! OMG that was stupid. We started to panick because we really didn't wanna bring back the food as they were super heavy. Thank God, we managed to find their location through some ways, heh. They changed their filming location to 美珍香 so we hid here and there, ran here and there just to make sure they were there and didn't spot us. LIKE 3 CRAZY WOMAN LOL. Unfortunately, Noah spotted us, so did the rest of them. We waited for them until they finally finished their filming, we passed them the gifts etc and chatted a little.

Noah was like "Eh? Where is doujuns?" Hahaha cuz' I was hiding behind the girls. Damn shagged and didn't want Tosh to see me LOL. Tosh: "Eh why doujuns ah? Did we pronounced it the right way?" Me: *Awkward* Haha yes and it is just a random name.

Guess what? I kenna sabotaged by Joshua this time round. For nothing. I was just standing beside Kexin and didn't say anything. He asked me "Eh how come Sihui never come? She don't like Noah already ah?" Me: "Huh, no ah. She got school." Joshua turned to Noah and told him that I said that Sihui don't like him anymore and changed idol and she joined Ridhwannabes and likes Tzire now WTF?! Grrrrrrrrr. Noah was shocked and looked into my eyes "HUH! REALLY AH?" I was like "NO LA! I also never say! Is he anyhow say one!" Then Joshua was laughing and laughing wtffff.

Joshua and Tosh left first, but after some time, we also parted ways with the rest of the boys to the MRT station. Hehehe but thanks to my good eyesight (only for that day), I spotted Tosh queuing at the ticket office. So we met again hahahaha. Kexin helped me to ask him to take a photo with me, but fuck that photo cuz' I looked super cui and shagged. :( Surprisingly, we bumped into one another again at Outram Park to interchange LOLOLOL. Fate or what? We all kept laughing cuz' it was damn coincident. :)

Okay then we went to AMK slacked awhile before I head home. Met Weiliang and Wang lei at Scarlet again too LOL. :)

As for the filming photo, I can't reveal until the MV is officially out so.. yup :)

Countdown Party @ Scape

First time in my life experiencing countdown and I swear I will never go for it again.

Met up with the girls at Cine KFC to do cards and board for Rena as it was her last day with us. We bumped into Ridhwan :)

The crowd at Scape and Cine was crazy, trust me. It was like a place packed with sardines. It was humid and hot and warm and I perspired like mad woman, argh. The queuing system there was screwed up cuz' everyone was confused what they were actually queuing for. The amount of gangsters was beyond what you could imagine. It was as though you could get into a fight if you stare or simply looked into someone's eye. We were squeezed in the crowd, holding the board, cupcakes and cake. Everything was almost smashed and melted lol screwed up.

Just in a night, I witnessed a molest case right infront of me and the girl, who is a friend of Queenie, went up to the bangala and gave him a dressing down plus a one tight slap. Wow. But after that, the police went to settle it. We were so pissed that we gave up queuing. Thankfully we managed to get inside, near to the boys by the other way :) Lady boss even brought us into the cold playhouse with the boys even though we didn't have the tickets which costed $25.

After the whole countdown thingy, Tosh left with his gf while the rest stayed behind and lepak abit with us. One epic moment was when Noah called me ''doujuns" because he wanted to wish me happy new year and give a hug (as what he did to everyone there), I didn't heard it and yet I went passed him and walked to Tosh as though he was invisible. He was hdjakhsajhskja and told Tosh "Wah wah wah Tosh. Your this admin cannot la. Wah I called her and she just ignore me leh! Cannot la like that." HAHAHAHA LOL Tosh just laughed over it.

On the other hand, Maxi is damn nice. He took the box of cupcakes which we bought for the boys around to ask people finish it, just because he didn't want our money to be wasted. Awww, that was really nice and sweet of him. He kept forcing me to eat one by saying "你一定要吃，因爲吃了包你每次贏到跟Tosh的date!" HAHAHAHAHA wtf lol.


I started emo-ing after we parted ways with the boys for don;t know what reason. We lepakz around the whole orchard road and then walked to Clarke Quay as the girls heard that Joshua was there. That was the worse part................cuz' I witnessed things that I had never seen before in my 21 years of life. Like seriously, there were drunkards everywhere, women wearing so little walking around with guys, fights everywhere, and a handful of guys walked pass me with blood all over the faces and clothes, there was one guy, his pants were torned. All these are due to fights. I was so frightened, trust me. We all didn't even dare to walk around while waiting for dawn to catch the first bus home. OMG really crazy. Then I meet up with my family at Yewtee straight away without even going home. I was totally.................tired and hungry. We went to Chinatown for Bak gut teh before I finally got home to sleep :)

Phew. Had a crazy night.